I have learned that there is a fine line between nihilism (everything is pointless, nothing matters because we all die anyways) and acceptance of what is (the freedom in detachment through fluid aware... View MoreI have learned that there is a fine line between nihilism (everything is pointless, nothing matters because we all die anyways) and acceptance of what is (the freedom in detachment through fluid awareness, inner knowing that death is but an illusion). I have learned that it is your perception of all things that changes how you view events that occur in your life. A lot of people speak on a dual reality. When it is in totality that you find ultimate freedom and you are able to experience the Living God. When you can see God in everything, nothing, and the space between the two you will have found Heaven on Earth, but this can only come from within. You must look inwards to the light inside you.
Luke 17:21 - "Nor will they say, ‘See here!’ or ‘See there!’ For indeed, the kingdom of God is within you.”
🎶🎵Shine on the darkest parts
‼️Illuminate my heart‼️
Freedom is where You are (Open my heart and)
‼️Let the light in‼️🎵🎶
When you hear that song on the radio out of nowhere that answers a question you just thought of
When a person says something to lift your spirits, not knowing you needed it
When you are looking up at the sky, tears streaming down your face and a hawk appears out of the corner of your eye bringing a smile to your face and the word "freedom" pops into your head seemingly randomly
When you are full of anxiety and you receive a hug from your child just "because"
When you are journaling your thoughts and it's as if your problems dissolve into the paper almost by magic
Or for instance, my experience yesterday when I felt a nudge to go to a half price bookstore, though I needed no books. A woman was desperately searching for a book of significance to explain God in a way she could understand, because she was realizing he cannot be confined to just a book. I was able to give her great comfort with some book recommendations to help her along her journey, books I'd just bought a month ago that helped transform the reality of my relationship with God even further, that just happened to be right there eye level to her. Had I not had those books I could not have been a messenger to her, a confirmation she needed from God in that moment.
This, this is my God. This is the awareness I live in every day. It is in constant awareness of these things that you will come to realize no-thing matters because no-thing is ever irrelevant and at the end of the day, the end of the month, the end of the year, the end of your physical representation here on Earth there is transcendent beauty in the freedom you feel from simply letting go, and letting God.
When you start to become more aware of these things you are literally beckoning God to show himself more to you, and so he will. You are letting God in, to do work through you, to open your eyes to see, to open your ears to hear.
The floodgates will open and you too will see God everywhere, in everything, in nothing, and in all the spaces between. I could not think of a better existence than to follow this guidance the rest of my days. Helping others find what I have, to find God within themselves so they are able to see through the utter magnificence that is the great I Am.
🎶🎵God is in this story
‼️God is in the details‼️🎵🎶
Is anyone adept at dream interpretation? If so I'd love some assistance with my crazy dreams!
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I'm curious what took you all down the enlightenment path?
Here's my story (TW): I say this for context only. I was raped at the ag... View MoreI have tried to post an intro and it glitched out, trying again...
I'm curious what took you all down the enlightenment path?
Here's my story (TW): I say this for context only. I was raped at the age of 8 by my older brother. When I informed my school counselor, they informed my parents and my parents told me to lie, say I just wanted attention as it would ruin my brother's life. As the dutiful little girl I was, I bottled it all up and told my first big lie - it never happened. That day set the stage for the next 27 years of my life, as I decided that day that the truth would never set me free. The SA continued for about 2 years until I was 10, when I overheard my child psychiatrist tell my father I was one of the best manipulators he'd ever met in his career. I reveled in the ability to get whatever I wanted, from whomever, whenever. I became a narcissist in every way you can think of. I often thought I was soul-less because I did not have the capacity to care about the income of my words or actions, and I hurt everyone I ever met in one way or another. Fast forward to May of last year...
I dropped LSD and lost all sense of myself. For a total of 8 hours straight I sat on the armrest of my couch, knees tucked into my chest, head down experiencing and feeling all of the emotions I couldn't when I made my decisions in the past. It was like an uncontrollable onslaught of all the guilt, hurt, anger, pain, sadness, etc that I let out into the world all at the same time. At this same time I was also experiencing all the positive feelings we can experience in life. As you can imagine this was incredibly confusing. One second I was laughing the next I was crying, the next I was smiling, the next I was angry. While this was happening I felt the connection to every-one, and every-thing which intensified all of it. Some call this an ego death. I call it ego transcendence. I could feel, see, hear, sense, taste.. the connection I had to every single thing that exists, or ever will exist, or ever did exist. I felt exposed like I'd never felt before.
I woke up the next morning... Changed. I HAD to know what that was, why it happened, how it happened, and wtf to do now. So, I set out on a quest to find the answers. During this quest I started hearing voices and they wouldn't stop, so I was put on FMLA so as not to lose my job. This was a blessing because I had nothing to worry about except this quest I was on. So, I set my focus on that and only that, listened to the voices no matter what they said and they led me to utter truthfulness. So much so that I could no longer lie, I couldn't manipulate, I couldn't get drunk anymore, I lost any and all addictions I had to anything, and I entered into what I can only explain as "the peace that surpasses understanding" for 5 months. I was in a constant state of Universal flow which was pure bliss, no matter the external circumstances. My family became very concerned as it's not normal to be THAT happy, which sent me into a form of psychosis, setting me at odds with my inner truth and I ended up in the psycheward after an NDE, which was yet another blessing as I got more time to myself to cultivate and understand who I am outside of who I thought I was.
When I got out of the hospital I left everything I had, everything I knew, everyone I knew and I hopped on a plane to a brand new state to re-create myself a-new.
When I got here I became afraid I was doing things against God, so one night in tears I begged down on my knees that if I wasn't supposed to continue down the spiritual path for God to give me a sign, or take away my curiosity. He did one better. The next night I was putting my nephew to sleep just feeling gratitude for his little innocence and that he was sleeping peacefully and his Alexa came on of its own accord and said "man has its own idea of religion". That's all it took for me as I dove headfirst again onto the spiritual path.
I was finally able to conquer my fear of fear when I listened to God tell me how to perceive it. Since my NDE amongst many other supernatural things I've experienced I wasn't afraid anymore, the only thing I feared was doing anything displeasing of God. So, I sat down and started writing what fear meant to me and what came out was profound for me: [F]inding [E]ternity [A]midst [R]everence. I then went to bed that night and I was in the middle of a dream when I was pulled out of it, as I felt my essence physically pulled backwards through a tunnel of time and space and leave my body where I ended up in a vast black space. I felt slight panic but wasn't afraid. The panic was there but I had no heart so it wasn't going tachycardic. I had no physical body and I could "see" the entire space. I was the black space, there was no difference. I started hearing crackling, like someone was trying to talk to me so I simply thought "I can't hear you. Speak up!" the voice got clearer and I heard "child, you have no fear.." at this I said "I know! I mean I do but I don't but I do!" And a control room appeared in front of me with two beings in it. A male and a female. As soon as this happened I was jolted back into my body and contact like that hasn't been made since, but I recognized the voice of the being that spoke to me a few days later when I "just so happened" to come across a TT video about Vrillon's (representative from the Ashtar Galactic Command) transmission, from the TV broadcast in the 70's and recognized the voice immediately as the voice that spoke to me and quite possibly pulled me out of my physical body.
Pre-sent day I live in a constant state of awareness, and gratitude. I used to over think absolutely everything.. now my mind is just blank, and peaceful. Flipping from conscious to subconscious to super conscious thought process is.. interesting to say the least but you kinda start to get a "feel" for which thought is of the Highest and now without me consciously thinking about it, if a thought comes into my mind that isn't of the Highest order, I hear "shhh" in my head and the thought kinda just dissipates into nothing-ness. It's a really cool existence and I'm barely over a year since my ego transcendence. I can't wait to see what else I've got in store for me!
If you've read this far, I hope you've taken something away from this. Possibly courage to tell your own stories in all their glaring details, maybe a reminder to be grateful, I don't know but I'd love to hear how you got to this spiritual route!
Love to you all. 🫶🏻
We are not here to learn lessons, we are here to experience That Which Is (God) experiencing life, because Life Itself cannot experience That Which It Is without experiencing That Which It Is Not (for... View MoreWe are not here to learn lessons, we are here to experience That Which Is (God) experiencing life, because Life Itself cannot experience That Which It Is without experiencing That Which It Is Not (forgetfulness). Therefore, we are here to simply re-member (that is to put whole again) that we are God, in the flesh (made human).
We are time travelers, we are multidimensional beings, we are Unity and Grace, we are Love and Abundance, we are the stars that meet the sea just as we are the spiders that dwell amongst the rocks in the caves, we are all walking each other home.
When you can grasp that, you've already started the process of re-membrance and it'll change everything from the cells in your body to the thoughts in your head to the words you speak to the actions you take.
🫶🏻
I have read, in the last 5 days 5 books that have profoundly changed everything I thought about how everything worked, after my initial awakening.
I am going to share an excerpt from one of those bo... View MoreI have read, in the last 5 days 5 books that have profoundly changed everything I thought about how everything worked, after my initial awakening.
I am going to share an excerpt from one of those books, 100 words to life as it is coined.
If you haven't read the books Conversations With God and Home With God I cannot recommend them enough. 🫶🏻
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